How old are you? I am 24 and lost

What give you chills in the middle of a quiet night, when you suddenly paused that comedy show or when you take a shower? Are you also the one, standing on a number from 20 to 29 and fearing that jump which you have to make every year? Are you also the one with that one unacknowledged talent of yours and a strict deadline from your boss?

Adulting as people say, I hope there would be some youtube lecture for this too on how to deal with it and that too in the middle of a pandemic. To all those who achieved what they have dreamt of in 22, to all those who found the love of their life when they were 19, to all those who know it what are they made for, to all those who started working towards their dream life, can I just practice a dialogue, for my film audition“Tum nhi samjhoge, bhot kuch hota hai”, Thanks.

I am 24, lost, vulnerable, in a funk and yes not so sure about anything. I have big blurry dreams and I have this unknown fear when my parents get sick. I want to live with my loved ones and I want to go to the mountains for peace. I want to fall in love and I hate interacting with people. I want to dance in a club and I want to shut the doors of my room for forever. I want to have a high paid job with appraisal and I want to quit my job. I want to follow my dream and I want to get settle for a mediocre corporate job. Yes, I am 24 and I am all lost.